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Uhhhh...

Wed Jan 23, 2008, 12:20 PM
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Hole
  • Reading: Marilyn Manson biography
  • Watching: CSI
  • Playing: Phoenix Wright
  • Eating: Burger King
  • Drinking: Water
Derp.

I dunno. I'm feeling very depressed. I've got two commissions to finish (granted they're only 15 dollar ones, but hey. Money's money) but I can't get around to finishing them because I'm depressed. I thought I'd be over my depression once our bills were caught up, but now.... now my beloved little Rukia is missing -__-

I can't find her, and she's not in this apartment, I'm sick and depressed with worry. If she WAS in this apartment, she found a little hiding spot to curl up and die in. But I don't want to think about that as a possibility. It couldn't be. She was healthy and happy.

If she got out... fuck, I don't even know how she got out. And why hasn't she been back? Cats are smart... they'd know their way home. Only explanations are that someone found her and is taking care of her - although that is unlikely because she was very skittish and afraid of everyone who came after her - or that she died somewhere -___- I really don't want to think about that. She can't be dead, she was my little baby. I called the animal shelter... if she gets turned in, they'll call me. I'm... so worried and upset and depressed. I cry every night, missing her. I pray to a God that I don't worship like all the little Christians do, that I only acknowledge and appreciate that's there in some form. Yet I pray to him, asking for my little girl back.

I hope I get her back ;_; I need... to go and print flyers.

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Mood: Sadness ~Zirconia Jan 24, 2008, 10:59:26 AM
:( I hope you find her... My own little girl was found on the road near my house a couple of weeks ago and I am still really upset about losing her. I had her since I was 15 and she was such a gorgeously affectionate little cat.

So I understand how you are feeling. I hope you don't have to be long without her and that you are luckier than I was.

Lots of Love,

x :heart: x

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~Teebay Jan 24, 2008, 2:26:29 PM
Thank you Nici ;_; *hugs* I'm sorry to hear about that -__- It kills me to hear any news like that, past or present. I once had a cat named Andy that I thought got hit, cos I found an orange cat on the side of the road and I thought it was him, but it turned out it wasn't.

Still, I remember the ache and the sadness I felt :( And I also hope I am luckier than that this time, with Rukia. Whatever I may have done wrong, I sincerely hope that harm doesn't come to her on account of me. Innocent animals, our pets, our family... they don't deserve that harshness.

It felt good getting all of that out finally,, though. Thanks for listening and being there for me too ;__; :hug:
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~Zirconia Jan 25, 2008, 8:08:35 AM
Letting things like that out is very important in my opinion :< At first I looked at my little cat and was convinced it wasn't her. She just looked so different without all her lively bounce and stuff. But after a few days she just didn't come back to the house for her food so I had to assume and accept it was Buffy that we had found.

Very sad. But I don't think I will forget her.

I really hope she comes back to you <3

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