....not to mention hurt me, have no regard for my feelings, or if the things they say are appropriate things to say to so-called "friends." Or not even friends, whtf cares about friends, but damn, if you talk to them, are nice to them, we're at least considered DECENT, right?

You know, I'm going to get it all out, and get it all straight right now.

People, if ya don't wanna piss me off, if you don't want to get me started, if you don't want to hear me rant, then it's easy.

DON'T BE A FUCKING RUDE-ASS JERK TO ME.

Hey. It's as simple as fucking THAT. Seriously. Maybe I have a slight problem with letting people on the internet hurt my feelings too much, but codDAMMIT. This is the life where I have found that I could be myself, and make friends from it. So if a certain person starts talking to me out of nowhere, of course I'm going to do my best to be friendly, and talk back, and hey, maybe a small friendship could spark.

Which is what happened.

But then, I notice all of a sudden that this certain person starts getting smart-ass towards me. Sorry, that ain't gonna cut it. That is fucking retarded, so DON'T DO IT.

So what happens later? Well, first of all, ok, I'm no original member to the particular site where we met, but I've definitely earned my spot there LONG before any n00bs, so by rightfully saying, I was there first. HA. So I guess this person decides to "fall in love" with a certain REALLY nice girl on the site (by rumors. Yeah, fall in love. I know.) and upon falling madly for the poor girl, decides to become completely obsessive and possessive over her, so I guess NO ONE ELSE is allowed to be...you know, e-affectionate. Like, "glomping" or "tackling" or "cuddling." Yeah, I've become friends with this girl. I adore her. She's totally nice. And pretty.

So upon my greeting to her, this so-called almost-barely friend of mine makes a few violent e-actions towards me, followed by his expected smart-ass comment.

And don't anybody say it. Yes, I know it shouldn't matter. Yes, I know it's not real. They're not real actions. It can't hurt me at all.

Well, wrong. It DOES hurt. Because these insinuated e-actions have come from the deliberate typings of a real person, one whom I thought was going to be a nice guy, and a possible friend. And worse, he made these insinuated violent e-actions towards me for NO FUCKING REASON AT ALL. BECAUSE....BECAUSE I FUCKING GLOMPED THE OBJECT OF HIS SICK SEXUAL INTERNET FANTASIES WHICH I GUESS HE HOPES WILL ONE DAY BECOME REAL.

Seriously. Mother fucker must have gotten jealous because I was "glomping" the chick whose **** he feels like ******** the ****** ** (sorry, I bleeped some of that out purposefully, it was quite harsh, even though it feels so goooood to say it aloud >_> ). So he gets violent, assholish, and smart-assed to me.

WTF?

Yeah, something I did NOT appreciate at all. How could I not be stung? I mean, not to mention that from my "irrational" actions, I weirded the poor girl out, or so she told me >_> I mean, YAY, that makes me feel so much better. Aren't I a great person.

Anyway, then he tries to pass it off as a joke. HAHAHA, YEAH I'M LAUGHING.

Yeah. Once HE finally realizes the things he'd said were hurtful, he tries to piss out a half-assed I'm-sorry-but-it's-not-really-my-fault I-didn't-really-do-anything-wrong apology. He didn't mean it to be personal he says. All the while still kinda being cold and snobby, condescending towards me. Because yeah, I'm the irrational one.

Whatever. My whole mood was totally crushed for the night, so I think I'm just gonna go. Sorry, my friend the girl, I was looking forward to talking to you, but I REALLY have got to go now because I was highly upsetted and I just want to spend the night depressed and saddened.

Oh, but before I go, guess what?

HE fucking decides to FLIP A FUCKING GASKET.

Ok, I mean, WTF REALLY is this shit???

"FUCK IT IM LEAVING WAAAH"

So the girl spends a while talking to HIM and consoling HIM over a private messenger. Like I'm the evil bitch. Oh haha, I guess I'm being the evil bitch NOW, right? Well, might as well play up to the part. Because HE's definitely acting like the victim now.

Like, I was back in the chatroom, trying to mend myself and have a good night anyway, especially after all the shit I've been having to put up with at my job, and HE KEEPS FUCKING POPPING IN AND THEN LEAVING. Like ok, let me check if she's still there YEP SHE IS OH NOEZ BETTER LEAVE RIGHT AWAY. UGH. Just fucking STOP THAT.

If you're going to do that, don't try and fucking push me out because I was fucking THERE FIRST. And if you're just going to do that shit anyway, STFO IN THE FIRST PLACE.

Really. I'm not going to be constantly playing this idiotic game. IF HE/SHE'S THERE I'M LEAVING. Only the girl managed to talk him into coming back, which he did, but still didn't offer ANY kind of word to me. When I'm talking, he's fucking quiet because he doesn't wanna talk to me. And when he's talking, I don't fucking want to say anything. He doesn't fucking DESERVE to hear my words, if that's the way it's gonna be.

I am NOT gonna spend my days in that chatroom playing this shit.

That chatroom, that BOARD used to bring me such joy. Now, I don't even fucking wanna go there at all. And that's RETARDED because as I've said before, I WAS THERE FIRST. I've earned more right to be there, and no fucking n00b is gonna push me out, which he's starting to do anyway.

Things could be fixed so fucking EASILY if he'd fucking come around and just apologize and even STATE that he'd like things to be even between us. That he just wants to be civilized and no more of this fucking weasel and badger shit. Fuck...wouldn't even have to be friends anymore, for all I fucking care. Unless he WANTS to, and wants to TALK to me, ya know?

Sigh, no, he wants to play asshole some more. So I'll let him. I'll just be bitch.

COD this could be settled SO EASILY. JUST COME AROUND. I'm seriously TELLING YOU HOW TO RIGHT HERE. RIGHT FUCKING HERE -points-